Mouna: The Inner Silence
It comes in the stillness
A wordless knowing
Of everything
And beautifully nothing
In Sanskrit, the word mouna (roughly translated) means
“silence.” In its most basic essence,
this can be practiced as non-speaking.
Mouna is often introduced in yoga retreats as a daily period of
non-speaking, and at more advanced levels as several days of silence.
For many, the idea of not talking, even for a few hours, is
daunting: the mind races in with questions like “ But how will I communicate?”
and “What will I do with no conversation?”
In actuality, so much of how we think about ourselves,
others, and the world is created through conversation. Talking about and relating experiences,
forming opinions and having others agree and disagree with them creates a
strong sense of identity and thus perpetuates a mind-based concept of who we
think ourselves to be. Our minds then
create thoughts to continue that momentum… and before we know it, who we think
we are is dictated by our thoughts and our conversations with others. And we
get totally lost within it.
The practice of hatha yoga prepares us to enter this space
of silence through asana by keeping the body fit and healthy without aches and
pains for the mind to focus on, through
pranayama by balancing the flow of energy through the body, eventually creating
a stillness in the body and mind, bringing us to the stage of pratyahara
(withdrawl of the senses). This is where
mouna starts to work its magic.
Mouna provides us the opportunity to simply watch; to
observe the activity of the mind without getting involved in its antics. When we simply observe our thoughts and how they activate our emotions and drive
our behaviour without getting involved,
eventually the ego mind settles a bit and something else very precious arises.
After the thoughts have settled, from deep within the
stillness and the silence there arises an acute awareness. It is an awareness
revealing the very nature or “aliveness” in everything.
Our attention draws within, and we begin to see that
everything in the world is bursting with Life’s creative message. And it is so extremely and uncontrollably
beautiful, because it is the very same creative message which is bursting
within ourselves.
It is from this space of knowing that true creativity
arises. Everything in existence carries Life’s message of loving and living in
every way and form possible. And when we can shed a bit of our mind-based
identity through mouna and rest comfortably in this knowing, then a world which
is even fuller and richer than our minds can comprehend is revealed.
Our whole world breathes to this rhythm and dances to this
exquisite melody, together orchestrating the Grand Symphony of All Life.
It is through mouna that we can begin to hear with a
listening way beyond what our ears can perceive. It begins with the external
practice of non-speaking, and eventually evolves into a deep inner listening,
within which we can hear the calling of this symphony, the message of the
Universe, in which each every note is leading us back home.